i've decided .

i have about 7 packs of cigarettes left in my carton, after that, i'm gonna TRY to quit ! i've decided . i would do it right now but knowing that i have 7 packs left in my room, i wont be able to do it . but i want to quit after that . i even calculated how much i spent of cigarettes since i started .
about $6 per pack X 2 packs a week X 4 weeks X 12 months X 8 years = $4,608 !!!!!
fukkin shiet . and that's like not even exact . coulda smoked more and cigarettes prices vary . so damnnn about 5 grand on cigarettes . coulldaa used that shit on like a new apartment or a new car ! mutherfucker ! so that's it . i wanna quit ! and then feeling it when im workin out really sucks . AND another thing tells me i should stop . like when during the day, i'm not really even feening for it, i just DO it like i HAVE to do it . its nutz . maybe its jus cuz i KNOW i have a carton of cigarettes, but it sucks . den i start smoking, and im like damn i just smoked like half an hour ago ! sucks . so yea that's it . i'm quitting . im jus hopin i could do it . i really want to now . so im gonna . but i hope i wont get fat . cuz people tend to get fat when they quit . lolz . i dont wanna get fat !!! :( but either way,
i'm QUITTING !