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BAD FUCKIN DAYY !!!

had da worst day ever .

thanks .

ps. i hate my job !

SNOWED IN !

so we tokboxed all nite ! lolz .

Got a new haircut .

Wanted somethin different, I tried to go for the one in da pic, but the guy kinda got crazy and cut the top of my hair too short, so its not doin da same effect. But I like it anyway . Ill jus wait til it grows, orrrrr I can fully buzz da sides and the back so the top shows more . Imernos . We'll c how it goes, but I like it . *shrugs*

But ahhh snowing again ! 12-18 inches ?!? R u insane ?!? Ugh ! Wakksauce !
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new video !!!!

sleeping with a broken heart - uke style . hehe

so i did it.

i told my job that i cant work full time anymore and they said its okay ! . u dont kno how good i feel now . it just got too much for me and im TIRED !!! . i need my time, my freedom, my life back . even tho im only taking another one day off, its way more than enough . maybe i can finally go back to dancing, my passion . i can go back to taking classes and have that feeling back . i miss it so much ! I CANT WAIT !

i jus have to wait til my coworker comes back from his vacation and im set ! . im makin a come-back !!

BOOM POW !

Bought a new laptop!

So yea ended up gettin a new one . Lolz .
Got a newer version of the one I had . So far, its been madd difficult . It has windows 7 starter edition and it suckkks . Wouldn't let me change da background desktop pic ! Wtf ! But luckily I found a program that let's u . But its runnin nice and smooth and I like da color . Silver front, black inside wit a cool silver/chrome mouse clicker . Pretty dope . I like and I got it at walmart for 300 bux ! Woot !
On that note, besfren surprised me today and brought me to our own, very close, 24 hour walmart superstore !! Thing was hugee ! Can't wait to go there at like 3 in da morning wit besfren and besprens during our BNOs ahahha .
Finally !
We have one !
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PISSED !!!

My laptop died on me !! Wtf !
I was watchin true blood one nite fell asleep, then plugged it in da morning and then I get home and it won't turn on !!! Wattafakk !!
Now I gotta get a new one !
(Which is always fun tho!)
But still !! I don't wanna spend the money !!

But still kinnah excited to get a new one . Haha . =P
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Yea now its working .

I don't understand . Ugh! I hella posted shit last nite and nothing . Sadness .
But anyway, TGIT !! Off tomorrow . So hopefully I see besfren tonite . Tomorrow no plans, so maybe it'll turn into a true blood marathon ! Woohoo ! Haha . Freakin love that show ! I'm addicted !
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Emailing is not workinggg !!

Ahhhhhh !
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WORK SUCCKKKSSS .

so im really gettin sick and tired of my job . i mean, its a good paying job, im very happy financially rite now, im doin good . bills are paid and i get to have a good time when i have it, but thats da problem . the time is da problem . i really dont have much time for myself nowadays with this job . ive realized it over and over again for the past 2 years ive been workin here . i dont get to do as much as i want to . im there 10-11 hours a day, so pretty much im there from morning til night . night as in, everythin is closed, and theres not much i can do . i dont have much time to see my family, who i see once a week now or sometimes every two weeks . i see my friends for a couple hours here and there . i still have 2 days off a week, but this past weekend, i definitely realized that those 2 days is not enough . i happened to go out friday night with momie arlene, got home around wat almost 4am and i was so exhausted from working all day and bein out all nite that i happened to sleep half of my day off away and the other half went by so damn quickly that i didnt even get to do much . its really gettin too depressing . people tend to lose their minds with things like this, and i believe im starting to now. one of my close friends that i used to work with, mikey, he quit because of the same reason , but he was doing this way more years than i am, but i think im reachin that level where i need to call it quits . but at the same time, i cant quit . so here what im gonna do . i think ima drop out of management, and tell em i cant work full time anymore . maybe have another day off . thats really all i need . and plus, being a team leader at this job, doesnt really give me anything more than the rest but a few more dollars so all in all, its not worth it . so thats what im gonna do . i need to do this . to make it better for myself and my life . i used to like going out and roam the streets by myself, go out partying with my friends, and dancing . i miss dancing . it was my passion and inside, its still is . i miss it terribly . so i need to do this . gonna wait a couple more weeks so i can save up and get ready . but i cant wait anymore .

then after i do this, i have more time to look for another job all in all . .

My new favorite show !

This show is da shit !
Thanks to kenneth for gettin me into dis show . Haha .
Love it !
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Gulayy !

Sittin in the path in front of me . Lolz
Dope shoes . Sexy lip ring ! Whhaaattt ?! And he's like latino or black . Sexxaayy !

But off to work . I fcukin hate sundaysss !!
Gonna be a longgg day ! Kill me now !
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jus a new video i made today .

got bored and havent made a new

video in a while so heres a new one !

Another hot date ! Haha

What a long friday, but it was another good one . After a long, hard, busy day at work, I ended the nite with one of my closest friend . Went out for a movie, watched Legion, which was pretty good. Not great, but it was worth to watch . Then had an awesome dinner at Cafeteria . I love that place ! Best place to go to for a late late dinner . Haha . Looking at the time I wrote this, you'll know how late our dinner was . But to Momie, my hot date, had another great date with u . Thanks for the great time . Haha . Glad we still stayin close and doing this with all the things that are going on with both our lives . And also, ur so sexxxayyy ! Haha .
Kk time for bed . I am exhausted !
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99 !!!

I have 99, yes counted, 99 of the lil ones and it makes me wanna jus lay em out and look at em and baby it . I don't wanna give it away ! Hahah . Ahhh ! Cuhrazy nite . In da streets of newark waitin for the pass . Whew . Made it out . And half of da shit I got aint even for me ! Wtf ! But good shit yo .

I'm set !
I'm ready to flyyyy !!
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Haven't blogged in a minuteee !!

But I missed this ! Haha .
And I soooo want an IPAD !!
Soo gonna get one !
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never been this scared in my life .

i got a fone call today at 10:43am . i was still enjoyin sleep since i had off i thought i could have some extra sleep and then naturally wake up and enjoy the day with the fam . but i get that fone call, i looked at my fone and caller i.d says its my sister . thought about it for a second, then thought maybe the fam wanna do somethin extra special that we would head out earlier than usual, so i answered . it was my crying sister, michele . she tells me to wake up cuz we gotta take my mom to the hospital . eyes popped open and asked what da hell is goin on . she rambled some of her medical mumbo jumbo that i couldnt understand, but i heard "her heart" and "doctor said to take her in" . so i hung up, jumped out of bed and ran upstairs still worried bout what da hell is goin on . caught my mom in the living room, scared look in her eyes and asked what was goin on . she said her doctor found something wrong with her heart again and that she has to go to the hospital . she went up to her room to get ready . then heard my sister comin up from downstairs, met up in the kitchen and saw she was still crying . this time i was really confused cuz i saw my mom looked fine, but my sister was hysterical . then she told me what happened after she caught her breath . my mom has had abnormalities in her heart that she's been working on for a couple years now and thought her medications has been helping . she's been feeling fine but lately she's been catchin herself out of breath and having difficulties breathing . thats da main reason she went to get a check up . then finding out that her heart is back to being abnormal . older sister arrived along with my neice and brother in law . talking in the kitchen, hearing whats been goin on and askin how could this happen and finally nervousness kicked in . dad comes down with a bag of my moms extra clothes made it worse . she has to STAY in the hospital . i felt like shit . dad started complaining to us . thats what he does when he gets worried . but he just doesnt complain, he starts crying . so i take it back, THAT made it worse . i was now scared . scared of whats going on . scared of what can happen, just scared . its my mom . i dont know what i would do . . . cant write like this .
but we took her to the hospital . she had one test done, and doctor said its nothing serious . nothing that medication cannot fix . weight off the shoulders . da sun came out . BUT he said she has to go through some more tests to make sure . we brought her to her room, she went through numerous needles that sucked her blood out of her body . seein her face clench tight from the pain, made me wanna hit the doctors and nurses in their faces but it had to be done . ive never seen my mom in this situation before . seein her in pain . seein her scared of her life . made me wish i was never around .
we had to leave, mom stayed behind . we have to wait til morning for the results . im praying to god to please give us results we wanna hear . she needs to be home . im gonna sleep so i can make the morning come faster and to bring my mama home .
i miss u ma . i love u .

SICK .

i hate how my coworkers always pass along their damn germs when they're sick . everybody at my job does it and everybody gets sick all da damn time . ugh . now i caught it, now im sick . and it sucks . my nose is stuffed, my body is achin . and im supposed to be with my baby right now but NoooO, im home sick . dis sum BULLSHIT ! i hate being sick .

happy valentines day .
sweet eh ? presents from the boo.
we made it official ! woohoo !
2.14.9 .
couldnt feel bettter .
<3 .

my xmas list for momie and besfren .

1. aggressive rollerblades - size 10 in black or white . dont care wat brand it is .

2. dunny series 5

3. nike dunks 0 in that store VIM, they have different selection for cheap . like the new purple ones . size 9 1/2.

4. nike shoes like the one cheryl (guinto) had . the one wit the strap over the toe . i believe theres some in Blades . a black or blue one would be nice . size 9 1/2 .

5. sweaters - either hooded or crewneck . stussy if possible to find . size L .

some examples -

=) thanks . hehe .