Talk about out of place.

I went to the city yesterday to do some shopping and first went mid-town den decided to go to soho area so I got back onto the path but took the hoboken train. Sat down listening to my ipod and then glanced around the car I was in and tell me why each person on that train was white dressed in work clothes. Haha . And there I was in my true religions wearin a TSHIRT and a fitted . Haha to I felt like they were starin at me all scared . Haha thank god my stop was only 3 stops away .

Anyway, tomorrow my dreams will become reality again . Bf and his family are here for the weekend . Yay! Couldn't get the hotels for us, but its okay . Can't freakin wait!!!

My new best friend!

Whole Foods!
Talk about organic healthy shit! I love it! Its so fun! Goin in there makes you wanna be freakin healthy and lose weight, which I wanna do rite now so whole foods will be my BFF from now on . Lolz
I want some fruits!

To my beby:

Happy anniversary beb!
Been thru so many things but still goin strong . Can't tell you how much I love you more and more everyday .
"Always" beby. You are the one.
I love you.
0626.

fixed my room .

this week i had the energy to do the whole cleanin, re-arranging, remodelling my room . iono why . lolz . but yea i did and im very happy . i took off the old carpet that i had, changed it to a black carpet . cuz i have this color-scheme in my room is shades of black and white and greys so my carpet is black now . then i took out my big bulky desk, and on the wall, i jus put up shelves to take place of a desk . its pretty cool . den also put up shelves on da other side of the room for other necessities that i had to put up . my room is much spacier now . not that i needed all the space, but looks better . so that's what ive been doin the past half of the week . and only spent about $120 for everything . kinda wanna change my entertainment center thing, but i can hold off on that for another time, or maybe ill jus paint mine a diff color . hmmm . maybeee . but yea . thats bout it . . the end .

Weekend.

This is gonna be a weekend that I haven't had in a while . I am rite now heading to go clubbin wit mah homies when yesterday we went to a different club. Two days in a row of drinkin, dancin, actin a fool and maybe pop a pill or two ! Yikes! Haven't gone out twice in a row since last year. I don't know why I'm feelin it this weekend and the weather sucks too. I usually don't like goin out when its rainin. But we'll see how it goes. Watch it suck and be all empty. But watever.

Anyway, my bestest friend tract graduated yesterday and I couldn't be any prouder of her. The past 4 years has been tough for her cuz of all da hard work, the internships, the jobs, and everything else in between, but now all that hard work are finally paid off. She's now in the real real world. Crazy how those 4 years has whizzed by so quickly. But that graduation has been the 3rd one we've experienced together. From grammar school, high school, to college, well I didnt graduate with her for one of em but 14 years of knowin this girl. Can't believe it!
Being in her graduation made me think a lot about my life. Cuz you know I never finished college and what I'm doing rite now. I was talking to one of my friend Stephanie about it and jus told her how I'm da kind of person that has that mentality of being on top in my job or career. I want to be my own boss. I don't like working under anybody. Its always been like that with me . I know its a hard to think like that because of how the world works now, but I believe that in time, I will get that opportunity and I will start something big. I have a few friends that agrees with me and we are planning on a lot of things for our future. With school, I do want to finish and at the same time, I don't really know if I will get anything from it. A lot of people now in the world, the most richest people in the world, never finished school because whatever made them rich are things that were started in their homes, through the internet, thru starting something so damn simple but needed today. I mean that is them and not me, and its hard to follow their footsteps, BUT that just says school isn't for everybody. A lot of people think that if you never finish college, you'll be nothing or you won't go no where, but I strongly believe that that's not true. As long as you are strong enough and driven and patient, you can get far in life. Well iono, I think I'm rambling now, but you get my drift. Lolz
I just wanna say congratulations to my bestest tracy! You made it! I'm so proud of you! And let's get started on our future "plans" and make it big! Lolz ( soon to be annouced people, jus wait for it . Lolz ) .
So yes, its almost my stop, so ill be back laterz ! Have a good weekend folkz!

Shake shack!

Thanks to jd I found this little place . And what jd says is true. Reminds me of In-N-Out from cali. No animal style fries, but burgers were good enough .
What I got:
Shackburger-$4.75
Cheese fries-$3.00
Freshly brewed Iced-Tea-$2.00
So not that bad and it was pretty damn good and filling. Also location is pretty cool and peaceful, located in Madison Square Park on 23rd St. And Madison Ave. They have hella food to order including hot dogs, ice cream, shakes, and even beer. So pretty cool place to even jus relax and chill and they are open til 11PM.
So JD, thanks for postin that entry about it cuz now I have a new place to chill at or when I'm feenin for a good burger .!

Summer is here!

You know what that means?
Gotta be sexy again. Lolz
Cuz you know less clothing. Beaches. Clubbing in sweat. Everybody is all out. Not that I'm sayin I gotta impress anybody since I'm in a happy, in-love relationship, but I gotta impress my damn self . So what am I doin about it? I am now in a diet and I started running for god sakes! Hopefully ill stick wit it cuz I usually can't, but I want to and I'm gonna try my hardest. But yo, I realized today that smoking is killin me . I used to be able to run like half and hour straight but now I can't even run more den 10 minutes! Wat da buck! So I took breaks in between power walkin like an old lady . Damn yo! And you might think that realizing that would make me wanna quit or cut down but nope! I'm enjoying a cancer stick while I'm typin this bad boy . Haha *shrugz* gimme time it'll happen.

So my friends decided to go on a vacation to san Francisco for gay pride. I decided not to go . For a couple reasons:
1. Tryin to save money.
And 2. It wouldn't be nice to be around gay guys that are out in the streets parading the fact that they are gay and are looking for sex. Saying that, I wouldn't wanna be one of them. Lolz . I know a lot of guys from all over cali and not to sound conceited but a lot of them are hollerin . So bein in a time where its all about bein downe, they gonna throw themselves at people . And yes, I'm confident enough in my relationship and my bf is the one I want to be with, but being at the biggest gay pride event in the country, I'd rather keep it safe and stay back. If I was single, that would be a different story, but I'm not so ima jus keep it safe. And plus, that weekend is my 2 year anniversary so I'd rather be with my love. It would be nice to see all my friends tho, but i'll jus wait and visit them some other time.

So this summer is gonna be pretty laid back for me. Jus work and chill and not go far if I do go outta state. Plans of road-trippin to Florida wit some friends, Virginia, poconos, and be wit my beby. We'll see how it goes.

Talking about my love, him and his sister just decided to come down here for a weekend in 2 weeks so do a lil shoppin. Yay! Very excited about that. We're gonna stay at a hotel too, so that'll be nice. Plus I've never really got to sit down with his sis, so this would be a perfect chance to get closer to his family. =) can't wait!

JD needs training!

Lolz jk JD.
But What ?
Excuse me?
I guess it is turning out to be like the others . Who came up wit that idea? I didn't know we had experts to teach alla dat . Whoa! Haha
Eh. Jus full of haterade! Haha
Watever!

Friends.

In the past week, I've chilled with 2 people that I've known for almost all my life, 14 years to be exact. Two of my best friends you can say. One I see pretty often and one I haven't seen in a long time. Thinking about it, I'm pretty damn lucky to have friends like these. No matter how often I see them, we can still catch up and have those great times like nothing has happened . School, work, life has gotten crazier and has gotten in the way of our friendships but we all know that what we have is still there and nothing can get in the way of that. I know a lot of people can't keep friendships for as long as I've known these guys and I people seem to lose touch with their "BFFs" after they freakin graduate, but these guys managed to stick onto my life and me onto theirs. Lolz feel pretty lucky. I know I can depend on these people wit anything and it feels good to have em in my life .

Other then that, been having some off nights lately . Weird sleep. Waking up at weird hours. I don't know why, but in the picture in this blog has been my best friend during these nights. Lol no matter how old it gets, those lines still get to me. Lolz

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no more xanga for me .

it's 10:30am . dont kno why im up so early today, but i am . decided to go on xanga, but nothing new over there . xanga has died out i guess . went on my friend johnny's page and he said he's done wit xanga and directed myself to his myspace and found out about blogger . and in blogger, u can post stuff up thru ur mobile, so i decided, since im on my fone like half my day, i shud try it out . so here i am . ill continue with a real post later after i familiarize myself with this site .