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Thursday, February 11, 2010

WHAT A ...

BAD FUCKIN DAYY !!!
had da worst day ever .
thanks .


ps. i hate my job !

SNOWED IN !

so we tokboxed all nite ! lolz .



Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Got a new haircut .

Wanted somethin different, I tried to go for the one in da pic, but the guy kinda got crazy and cut the top of my hair too short, so its not doin da same effect. But I like it anyway . Ill jus wait til it grows, orrrrr I can fully buzz da sides and the back so the top shows more . Imernos . We'll c how it goes, but I like it . *shrugs*

But ahhh snowing again ! 12-18 inches ?!? R u insane ?!? Ugh ! Wakksauce !
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Saturday, February 6, 2010

new video !!!!

sleeping with a broken heart - uke style . hehe

Friday, February 5, 2010

so i did it.

i told my job that i cant work full time anymore and they said its okay ! . u dont kno how good i feel now . it just got too much for me and im TIRED !!! . i need my time, my freedom, my life back . even tho im only taking another one day off, its way more than enough . maybe i can finally go back to dancing, my passion . i can go back to taking classes and have that feeling back . i miss it so much ! I CANT WAIT !
i jus have to wait til my coworker comes back from his vacation and im set ! . im makin a come-back !!
BOOM POW !

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Bought a new laptop!

So yea ended up gettin a new one . Lolz .
Got a newer version of the one I had . So far, its been madd difficult . It has windows 7 starter edition and it suckkks . Wouldn't let me change da background desktop pic ! Wtf ! But luckily I found a program that let's u . But its runnin nice and smooth and I like da color . Silver front, black inside wit a cool silver/chrome mouse clicker . Pretty dope . I like and I got it at walmart for 300 bux ! Woot !
On that note, besfren surprised me today and brought me to our own, very close, 24 hour walmart superstore !! Thing was hugee ! Can't wait to go there at like 3 in da morning wit besfren and besprens during our BNOs ahahha .
Finally !
We have one !
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

PISSED !!!

My laptop died on me !! Wtf !
I was watchin true blood one nite fell asleep, then plugged it in da morning and then I get home and it won't turn on !!! Wattafakk !!
Now I gotta get a new one !
(Which is always fun tho!)
But still !! I don't wanna spend the money !!


But still kinnah excited to get a new one . Haha . =P
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Yea now its working .

I don't understand . Ugh! I hella posted shit last nite and nothing . Sadness .
But anyway, TGIT !! Off tomorrow . So hopefully I see besfren tonite . Tomorrow no plans, so maybe it'll turn into a true blood marathon ! Woohoo ! Haha . Freakin love that show ! I'm addicted !
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Emailing is not workinggg !!

Ahhhhhh !
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WORK SUCCKKKSSS .

so im really gettin sick and tired of my job . i mean, its a good paying job, im very happy financially rite now, im doin good . bills are paid and i get to have a good time when i have it, but thats da problem . the time is da problem . i really dont have much time for myself nowadays with this job . ive realized it over and over again for the past 2 years ive been workin here . i dont get to do as much as i want to . im there 10-11 hours a day, so pretty much im there from morning til night . night as in, everythin is closed, and theres not much i can do . i dont have much time to see my family, who i see once a week now or sometimes every two weeks . i see my friends for a couple hours here and there . i still have 2 days off a week, but this past weekend, i definitely realized that those 2 days is not enough . i happened to go out friday night with momie arlene, got home around wat almost 4am and i was so exhausted from working all day and bein out all nite that i happened to sleep half of my day off away and the other half went by so damn quickly that i didnt even get to do much . its really gettin too depressing . people tend to lose their minds with things like this, and i believe im starting to now. one of my close friends that i used to work with, mikey, he quit because of the same reason , but he was doing this way more years than i am, but i think im reachin that level where i need to call it quits . but at the same time, i cant quit . so here what im gonna do . i think ima drop out of management, and tell em i cant work full time anymore . maybe have another day off . thats really all i need . and plus, being a team leader at this job, doesnt really give me anything more than the rest but a few more dollars so all in all, its not worth it . so thats what im gonna do . i need to do this . to make it better for myself and my life . i used to like going out and roam the streets by myself, go out partying with my friends, and dancing . i miss dancing . it was my passion and inside, its still is . i miss it terribly . so i need to do this . gonna wait a couple more weeks so i can save up and get ready . but i cant wait anymore .
then after i do this, i have more time to look for another job all in all . .